It seems that these past few weeks have been nothing but constant troubles entering my life and disrupting the peacefulness that it was. With dealing with great sickness and trying to get better to my car messing up and breaking down all the time...I am at my wits end. There have been many times where I just wanted to give up and do nothing but escape from the world. I have tried but life always seems to find you where you hide.
One way to look at a situation such as this would be to see this as a growing experience in my physical life and my spiritual life. While I am learning how to be an adult and deal with all of these adult things, I am finding people to be around and help me learn just how to get through these times. It is also a good time for me to think and find trust on my lord and savior. While these things are entering my life, I should be holding onto the fathers hope and know that it will all work out.
I am trying to look at the positives of all of these situations. It is really hard to see. I just thought that since I really took a look at my life and changed how it was going to be this semester that it would be better and less stressful. Boy was I wrong. It has been way more stressful...more life events have entered my life taking up the academic stress that I was holding onto during last semester. I know it will get better I just need to hold on and look into the positive.
Oh life...
When I was younger I spent much of my time, trying to find a place to hide. I know now, that the only place I can hide and find comfort is in Him. He is my hiding place, Psalm 32:7, at 35 years old, I am still running to Him for shelter from this hard life.
ReplyDeleteDon't let these tough times weaken your faith. People, health and cars will fail us, but HE never will. Love in Messiah.