As I have started this year I came in excited. Now dont get me wrong, I am still very excited. This year has just started off with a big bang of big events for me. With having a leadership position and working my way into getting back to good grades at school, it has gotten a bit overwhelming. Needless to say...I had many words in my head to write out but they have let my brain. I guess I just need to find that one friend that I could pour out and tell them and feel their full support. I need to find that one person that will get me and know all the right things to say. I have been fully blessed with an awesome great boyfriend who takes awesome care of me. Awesome staff in the dorm and in the chapel. As well as awesome residents to bring that joyful smile to my face. But yet there is this feeling of emptiness...
The lord has done great things and I know he will do great things this year. I need to open up and allow him to enter my life fully and fill the empty feeling in my heart. I have no need to feel lonely but yet with so many around I do. So my prayer for tonight and these coming weeks is that I would find God and an awesome person to keep me accountable these coming weeks. He loves me and I know he will do great things. For those as well dealing with such things as this...know...you are loved and so many of us love you and want to see you in our lives each and everyday. You are cared about and will be taken care of.
