I was looking at a few things and I found this...this has been a hard semester and I just really relate to this.
I just feel like it is really hard for me to trust him. While all of this sounds great...i just wish in my heart that I truly felt what this is saying. I hate that I know I should feel his presence and know he has things in his hands but I don't believe it. I am just a hypocrite. Why do I help others when I need to make sure that I am keeping the faith. I am trying to work on this. Tis been really rough days.
Tonight is one of those nights where I wonder if this is why I am here. Am I even accomplishing what I need to? I feel as if I seem to fail at a lot of what I do and then i go and make things with certain people difficult. I want to feel that warm loving hug in my heart. I want the hole I have been feeling in my heart to fill. I am just confused and really want some answers.
sincerely,
an impatient and overly exhausted Malea
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