Start here or there. . . You tell me.

   These past week and weekend has gotten me thinking. As I am here, I know that this is a God thing that I am here in atlanta at this point. He has a plan for me here and I am trying to figure this out. I have had the chance to learn alot about human trafficking and we are going to be working with a organization and doing stuff with it. I am thoroughly excited about it. I have feelings that I just really miss the deep connection I am used to being around but I am also feeling that there is something here for me and I am mainly concentrating on work and on the children. Seeing the creeper made all of this seem so super real to me. I just want to stay here for the rest of my life and work here. I have had the opportunity to work with tons of kids and impact their lives. To me it is all about the children. I find that when I think about all the money and the logistical stuff of it all I wonder why I am here. Then I go and see the children and learn about these things going on and all I wanna do is stand up and fix it. So now I am just confused and upset about how somethings are going on now but I can see that I am here for a specific reason and that it will be worth it all in the end. Makes me think. . . God works in many mysterious and strange ways. I just need to wait and have faith. He is the one that I need to hold onto. He is my protector and savior.